I could not sleep last night, so I stayed up and created a video about my love for God. As you may know, I have studied spirituality for many years and I even created a blog and radio show about it. The only problem I had was that I did all of these wonderful things away from christianity. I let the influence of other religions and ideas take over my walk with Christ. I never thought I would be this kind of person. I have a loving heart and I want happiness for everyone, so how in the world did I allow myself to be pulled away from Christ? Thinking about it scares me. It shows me that it can happen to anyone. The devil can appear loving and good natured, and he can trick you into believing he is the way to happiness.
Over time I started to doubt Christianity, because of the actions of others. I was judging God because of the sins of man. How foolish was I to think like this? I never completely walked away, but I was trying to merge all of my beliefs into one unified religion for myself. I was taking the good of everything and using them to find God…but was I really finding God?
I started watching videos online about death and sin, it really made me take a good look at how I was living. Everyday I started praying again, I even started reading my bible more often. One day I looked back at my bookshelf and I noticed that I had 100s of books on everything else, but Christ. This showed me how far away I drifted, but Jesus never left me. Jesus is still here. God if you can read this, forgive me for taking so long to hear your voice. Forgive me for my sins and thank you for loving us unconditionally. So this leads me to the video I made above lol (finally). God gives us all gifts, and I plan on using my artistic abilities to spread the word of God. If you are reading this, God bless you and continue in the fight for your soul. This new age spirituality looks and sounds so beautiful, but it’s a mirage. Don’t be fooled, stick to the teachings of the lord. Start today, don’t wait.
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